What Do You Do when the Whole Apple of Your Marriage Becomes Halved?

Tossing and turning like chicken being grilled or roasted. The pain unbearable. Your bed feels like its on fire. All of a sudden, it has become too big for you alone because your spouse that is supposed to be with you is no longer there. Your eyes become so wide awake because you are fighting sleep and cannot even sleep. There is no difference between yourself and the owl because you are up all night and the owl is also awake.